Sunday, August 18, 2013

Talk self into Shut-up Mode.

Anna Costello
I don't know how to ask for help. If I knew what I needed, I could maybe ask. How can you ask for help when you don't even know what's broke--I tried and tried to fix it myself--to find out what I needed. do we all need the same thing?
Anna Costello
OMG I swear it started with a look someone gave me that said (in my head) "what a loser". I know I'm a loser why should that bother me? It was more like he was trying to get rid of me--no he was too polite...he was wanting to be rid of me but couldn't tell me to go away...and so I hung on, oblivious. That's what I mean by not "getting" social cues that come naturally to socially adept people. o my god I'm meta-thinking sorry goodnight

At least I can say I got some writing out of it.


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